Some time ago I was of all people - which I do not do well - is removed and only those approached me who have left for me meaning and a value of friendship. Now I can see that even this, which I thought It would be really what is behind the friendship - think things happen to need.
Surely it can not be that all that has to do with me ... that in all this my fault?
I feel as I would be in the off ... would be the substitute and would only get the necessary attention so as not to drive forever.
Am I no one of my "friends" more important?
Am I even somehow important?
Is it too much to expect a little courtesy some people? It
it hurts so much when you see with own eyes that the real point is the very good friend at one time occupied by someone else. It is more or less replaced ... without being replaced there anyone except the people interested ... It is
left ... not at some point more attention .. Friendship is the place for the first time occupied by someone else, "better" it is no longer required to pay minimal attention to her own support.
thoughts which have been used to divide ... Things about which you would laugh together ... Things are not important ... Now laugh and talk with you so someone else via the same ...
Out of sight, out of mind? ... Unfortunately, the saying applies to ...
But a really solid friendship, but actually it should not matter - if you do not see that often anymore. Important but the friendship .. not how often one sees you. Friendship true does not pass from such a reason! But for whatever reason, then? Was it then never a friendship for a long time been determined? Were things vorgegauckelt? Were you disappointed or did the opposite disappointed in himself and in the friendship and all of his confidence? But then you would not say if would etwsa if something bothers you or the other for no apparent is? So it would still run into a friendship. It is honest with themselves and each other ...
In moments like this that I would only like to swap my head against that of a fool. I would / could not give me so many ideas that knock me down again and again and me to limits of tolerability ...
On good German: me `re going out really crappy ... so crappy, like it was long ... and this time I will not persuade me everything would be good again ... I feel so well that it is not true ... and will not vote in the fall also.
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